Genre: Realistic Fiction
Age Level: 14 and up
# of pages: 350
Devon is lying on the couch when her mom gets home from her evening shift at the local supermarket. She is unresponsive and drifting in and out of consciousness and her mother assumes she is staying home sick. When police officers come to the door to inquire about a newborn baby that was found in a nearby trashcan her mother tells them that she just got home, but that maybe her daughter saw something. At this point it is revealed that Devon had recently given birth and no one around her even knew she was pregnant. She is arrested for attempted murder and taken to the hospital. Once she is mildly recovered she is sent to jail where she is working with a lawyer to fight to stay in the juvenile court system as opposed to being tried as an adult. Devon feels ashamed and confused and does not want anyone to know what has happened. Did she really try to kill her baby? Had she really convinced herself that she was not pregnant or is that just what her story is? Why didn’t she reach out to the many people around her who could have helped her instead of pushing all of them away?
Everyone has heard a story about a young girl who gives birth without anyone knowing about it and tries to “get rid of” the evidence. This book tries look at this situation through the eyes of the young girl. What was she feeling? Did she realize what she was doing? After the event has occurred, the reader follows as Devon comes to terms with her decision and tries to decide how she thinks she should be punished. The characters are interesting and well developed and the details of the story are revealed in an interesting manner. The final outcome feels right and satisfactory for a topic as serious as this. It will be a hit with high school girls.