Genre: Realistic Fiction/Romance
# of Pages: 282
2019 Iowa High School Book Award
Morgan has become increasingly frightened to leave her apartment ever since the mass shooting at her high school. It’s gotten to the point where she can’t even step outside her apartment door without everything starting to go fuzzy. When Evan moves in next door she begins to want to explore the outside world again. She misses her friends and her swim team and she hates the burden she’s put on her single mother and brother. Her father is largely absent and isn’t much of a role model when he is in the picture. With the help of her therapist, Morgan must make the choice to fight her fears or else she may never leave her apartment again.
This book truly helps readers see what it would be like to be agoraphobic. Morgan’s fears and her subsequent fight to get better are not portrayed as easy or trivial in any way. As the story goes on, Morgan is also forced to see that others were also negatively challenged by the shooting, but have struggled in other ways. It’s also nice to see how Morgan’s family copes and remains relatively happy and supportive of each other despite all that they have been through and the fact that they are not rich. Evan is a fun character for Morgan to interact with, but ultimately this is Morgan’s story to tell.