Genre: Realistic Fiction
# of Pages: 286
2019 Iowa Book Award Winner
Aza is a high school girl with many phobias in life, specifically that she will come in contact with a germ that will ultimately kill her. She is constantly thinking about different diseases and risks she could encounter on a daily basis and this constant focus on her mortality has made her a bit of an outcast in her high school. She does have one best friend, Daisy, who loves to write Star Wars fan fiction and seems to have Aza’s back at all times. When a local millionaire is charged with several crimes and disappears before he can be arrested, Daisy and Aza dream about what they would do with the $100,000 reward money for anyone who can provide information on his whereabouts. When Aza was young, she was friends with the millionaire’s son, Davis. They decide to contact him again in the hopes of learning where his dad is so they can collect the reward money. He quickly sees through their plan, but reuniting with Aza turns out to be pretty great as she and Davis become close. Whenever she gets too close, however, her mind spins out of control and she has to leave to collect her thoughts. Can Aza overcome her own thoughts in order to get close to the boy she cares about? Can Aza and Daisy find out what happened to Davis’s father? Is Daisy as good of a friend as she thinks she is to Aza?
This book has gotten a lot of attention because it portrays Aza’s condition in a realistic light so that others can understand what it would be like to live like that. All of the characters are well developed and it’s easy to understand their motivations and desires. The mystery of what happened to Davis’s dad is what gets the story going, but ultimately this story is about the characters and how they are all trying their best to deal with their individual issues and get through high school. Fans of John Green will devour this title.