Genre: Realistic Fiction
# of Pages: 405 p.
RAC Book: Yes
In this gripping novel, Valerie is shocked when her boyfriend, Nick, brings a gun to school and begins shooting students. She tries to stop him, but ends up getting shot in the leg before he turns the gun on himself. In the aftermath, a notebook is found at Nick’s house of a list of people the two of them kept whom they hated. People were put on this list for a variety of reasons, but mainly because they bullied Nick or Valerie or encouraged it in some way. As Valerie courageously returns to the school for her senior year, she must face the repercussions of Nick’s actions as some people blame her and believe she should be in jail. Others seem to think she is a hero for trying to stop the shooting and want Valerie to move on, but can she forgive herself for not seeing this coming?
This story forces every reader to think hard about his or her actions. Everyone knows what it feels like to be picked on in some way and can identify with Nick and Valerie, but at the same time must decide how bullying should be punished. Also, this book asks us all to think about how bullying can be stopped in schools or if that is even possible. Valerie’s psychiatrist asks her to look at things for what is there and not what appears to be there. This is something we should all be a little better at, but unfortunately it is often difficult to see the reasons behind certain behaviors. Highly recommended.